Decipher The Life

Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards.
It really made sense to me now.

Rhapsody

Trouble is good when you are the trouble.
But it's not as good as it sounds when you are in trouble.
It's like I wanna play the rhapsody but I'm just some notes of the music.
I know you can't play the music without any notes but I prefer to play it and conduct it.
I feel like being a melody right now so I go for some harmony though. I must be tired.

Memories are good when it's beautiful in the past.
But no one knows the truth when someone repaints it.
It's like a nightmare if you lose to it and become a shadow drowning in the past.
I am here in the present because I learn on the way to the futures.
Yes, I move on. I won't run after my yester days anymore.

But Where Is My Love?

I'm free.
Free to flirt and free to fall.

But where are you?

Trap me.
Steal my heart and breath away.

I need someone to knock me out and wake me up.


I don't remember when I wrote this. Probably when I was a teenager.
But these words came up in my mind now again and it painflly makes sense again.